An Introduction One Post Too Late

oh so that was my first post up there, random, probably uninteresting and what not, but hey this is my blog right? I guess this is just a place for me to talk to myself and feel like i am talking to invisible millions. I have gotten to a point in my life where i dont think anyone really cares, considering my mother is the only person that talks to me on facebook. This is a good and bad place to be... on one hand i have totally stopped caring about what people think, on the other hand it seems that people have stopped caring about me. I find myself not looking to try anymore. When you have a job and life as aggravating, pointless, and flat out stupid as i do you have the right to get on the internet and wine like an emo kid, but hey at least im doing it on here and not in person to anyone. That might lead to them going into fits of epileptic rage, putting their thumbs in their eye balls in a violent manner, or peeing themselves all in an attempt to get away from such a horrible conversation. SOOOOOOOOOOO to all my adoring fans (meaning the other profile i am going to make so i will have at least one subscriber) thanks for reading and not saying how much of a weener i am and TOTALLY understanding.